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Natalie - 10:30 PM. The day after.

She ran last night. I don't know how she escaped, but im glad she did.

Natalie- 8:12 Am.  A week before.

"OK, Alexandra. Its time to start the day." I open the large, red curtians and let the light from the sun flood into the large bedroom. My young mistress refused to move, as always. "Today your father has lined up many photoshoots, meetings, and public apperences for the family. You need to get up."

A slight movement under the red covering on the bed cought my eye, "Don't speak to me with such a tone.." came muffeled through the silk sheets. Alexandra's head popped up, her long red curls tangled up on the top of her head. It took about an hour and thirty minutes to get the princess ready, and by the time me and her other laides maids were finished her unrully curls were put in their place and she was dressed in the same rich red that covered the curtins and the bed. I then took her downstairs to let her enjoy her family breakfast and he was waiting there, Richard that is. Richard is the newest, and youngest, buttler. At only nineteen he is the ypungest buttler the Rosedom family has had, and at only nineteen that puts him at just the right age to woo the heart of Alexandra.

Alexandra- 11:30 Pm. The night before

Im so tired. I need out, i cant stand this hate and abuse any longer. I need to get out! As i stare into my vanity mirror, my face stained with tears, i notice the slight bulge from my stomach. Not extreemely noticable but i notice it... I need to run.

Hello my devious followers,

 I have decided to write a story. One journal intry at a time. A preview of this story can be found in my gallery, the folder LOST GIRL, and depected in the caption and picture named: Forgotten. My first intry will be ready to view next week. Please read and tell me if you like it!
 
                 XoXo Liana

I was a simple girl, from simple means. Well ok, ill admit we were verry well off, my father being a lord and all. My name is Elizabeth Raven, Daughter of Natilee Raven, and Robert Raven, And i'd like you to know my side of the story.

He was born about three months before me, Sebastian Kei that is, and boy was he somethin. We knew our places of coarse, me being a proper young lady, and he, being a servant under my mother, but we didnt let it stop us from having fun. Soon i began school, i hated it. All the city girls would make fun of me because of the plantation i lived on. I mad a vow my verry first day that i would show them what i was made of.

Years went by and i realised i had a strange feeling inside my heart, love. No, not for any city boy, but for my dear Sebastian. My mistake was telling my secret to Ella May, the meanest of the city girls. She went and wooed my Sebby, I go to retrive him from his room and there they were, eating face. I ran away crying of coarse, and when he came to my room i slapped him. Ok it was not the best behavior, i know... but at the time i was so emotionally imbalanced i didnt know what to do, and as he was walking out the door i said, " I also don't know if I love you or not...". Yes i know, verry romeo and juliet, eventually we made up though.

It was Three weeks before my sixteenth birthday and i was so excited, mainly because my father said that i could let soutors court me at that age, and i wanted Sebastian to be the first man to ask for my hand. He came to me and i greeted him cheerfully, but soon our conversation became grim. He had to leave. The mext day. I was devistated...

Five years past and i had been seeing a traveling man, Aiden Atlas. I had also aquired a best friend,Aridaia Mitchell. My twenty first birthday was comming up and i wanted to through a party. No not just a party, A Masqurade Ball! Sebastian arrived a month before my Ball and, with his new found buttler training, was helping me prepair. He confided in me like old times and I trully felt complete, he also explained how he still loved me. I took advantage of his emotions...

The night of my Ball was... a bit... Hazy. I remember hatred, murder, and a verry bloody buttler.

upid emotions
cutting out my heart
you swore yu loved me
till death do us part

breathing slowly
this is good bye
making promases
this ends tonight

forget me
it isnt a suggestion
ive started falling for yu
i have my emotions

carefull what you wish for
wishes come true
i should have opened my eyes
because it was you

but that doesent matter
now you have love
i should have known sooner
praying un vain to a god that isn't above

plaster the makeup
hiding tearfilled eyes
ignore my emotions
and tell everyone beautifull lies.